And this is why I’ll never do this again
never give my heart to anyone else.
I was done with all of it years six ago
and had been done for seven years.
You came along and I believed you
I wanted you to take me away.
You did, in fact, to the other side of the world
and then you walked away.
You never said you didn’t love me anymore
in fact, you said the opposite was true.
That you loved me so much it was breaking your heart
but there was something missing in you.
Well now we see what was missing
it was simply that I wasn’t her.
That you had grown tired of being with me
and that was the end of this tale.
I changed my whole life to be with you
I left everything that I knew.
I searched and searched inside of myself
to learn how to be someone new.
It didn’t last very long until you wandered away
searching for something that wasn’t me.
But you came back and swore that you loved me
and that you had made a mistake.
I should have left you then
because things were never the same.
I never really trusted you with everything
and always feared it would happen again.
You lied to me and betrayed me
and really all for what?
You could have just said that you didn’t love me
and with your head held high walked away.
Now I can’t see you or look at you or hear your voice
and this is what we have lost.
Maybe it’s nothing after all
but to me it’s not worth the cost.