Time keeps passing and with it distance grows
yet somehow I can still feel you here.
Maybe I’m just hanging on because that is what I do
maybe you were never supposed to leave.
Even through the things I know and wish I never knew
the things that still keep haunting me each day.
I still see your face when I think about forever
and feel the ever present absence of you here.
I guess we weren’t supposed to be together
I don’t even really know what that means.
I can’t stop thinking of you as my love and my life
and you are already living in another world.
Why has all this happened is what I need to find
some answer as to why everything I dreamed of is now gone.
Why did you just walk away and walk right into her
was anything between us ever real?
When did you stop loving me, I really wish I knew
but you stopped telling me the truth so long ago.
Who were you really lying to, was it you or was it me
it’s an answer that I will never ever find.
How did I become so obsolete, so unimportant, so suddenly
when did all this happen and why did I not know?
You promised me you loved me yet you forgot me
and you so quickly replaced me while I was still standing there.
I’ll never understand this, but I simply hope one day
that my heart will find its way to the end of this pain.
That I won’t miss your smile, your laugh, the twinkle in your eye
and that I will learn how to live my life alone.