Time keeps passing and with it
distance grows
yet somehow I can still feel
you here.
Maybe I’m just hanging on
because that is what I do
maybe you were never supposed
to leave.
Even through the things I know
and wish I never knew
the things that still keep
haunting me each day.
I still see your face when I
think about forever
and feel the ever present
absence of you here.
I guess we weren’t supposed to
be together
I don’t even really know what
that means.
I can’t stop thinking of you as
my love and my life
and you are already living in
another world.
Why has all this happened is
what I need to find
some answer as to why
everything I dreamed of is now gone.
Why did you just walk away and
walk right into her
was anything between us ever
real?
When did you stop loving me, I
really wish I knew
but you stopped telling me the
truth so long ago.
Who were you really lying to,
was it you or was it me
it’s an answer that I will
never ever find.
How did I become so obsolete,
so unimportant, so suddenly
when did all this happen and
why did I not know?
You promised me you loved me
yet you forgot me
and you so quickly replaced me
while I was still standing there.
I’ll never understand this, but
I simply hope one day
that my heart will find its way
to the end of this pain.
That I won’t miss your smile,
your laugh, the twinkle in your eye
and that I will learn how to
live my life alone.
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