Looking for my voice again.....
I need you to want me
to feel the heat of you against my skin.
I need those moments where in anticipation
I can hardly breathe.
I need the seconds, I need the hours,
I need the days where I need nothing but you.
I need to feel the distance
of only air between us.
I need to see that sparkle
that tiny blue twinkle in your eye.
I need that sweet simple smile
that you only ever had for me.
I need the walls that are growing up around me
to crumble as you tear them down.
I need anger and fear to become
words that I no longer know.
I need to slice through the scars
that are suffocating my heart.
I need to crawl and claw my way back
to the place from which I’ve run.
I need to find peace, I need to find comfort,
I need to find safety and warmth.
I need to remember you and
you need to remember me.