Tic-Toc
and moments pass
the
hourglass of time.
Precious
seconds, minutes, hours
time
that won’t come again.
Bed
time came and went last night
anti-climactic
at best.
I’d
been waiting all day after the night before
of
lying restlessly awake.
I
stayed up as late as I could
but
the time finally came.
Down
the hall to my darkened room
and
a warm and comfy bed.
I
knew before I wanted to admit it
that
sleep was not going to come.
Yet
I lay there quietly beckoning
knowing
it was all in vain.
I
tried every trick in my little book,
a
guided meditation.
I
got up and watched tv awhile
and
even had a snack.
Nothing
worked and my tired,
sleepless
body started to ache.
My
head began to hurt and my eyes to burn
this
was never going to work.
I
gave in to trying as the hours passed
the
longest night of my life.
As
each minute moved on the face of the clock
I
swear I heard a laugh.
At
2 am I heard the rumbling
of
the neighbor’s washing machine.
I
guess I’m not the only one
with
insomnia tonight.
small comfort in know ing you are not the only one...ugh...i have had a few nights...kinda glad it is not on a regular basis you know....you capture the feel of it though...
ReplyDeleteFighting for sleep is never fun...our bodies' clocks need to be reset sometimes...;)
ReplyDeleteyour words leave my body twitching, remembering years of such restless nights
ReplyDeleteMaybe you and the neighbor should get together! Have some decaf tea! You describe well the irritations of insomnia. k.
ReplyDeleteReading always does it for me. My thing is not getting to sleep, it's staying asleep. I get up really early every day, and sometimes have to talk myself into getting a couple hours more sleep before I get up. I LOVE mornings, even if they're the middle of the night!
ReplyDeleteAfter a night without sleep, I can relate.
ReplyDeleteCheers,
Mark Butkus
ha...probably you're not... it's terrible if you can't sleep at night and know that you have to get up in the morning anyway..ugh...had nights like this as well and tried counting sheep and everything.. mostly it's because the head is too full with stuff we didn't manage to process during the day
ReplyDeleteIsn't that just the worst feeling in the world? I could relate to every word of this.
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