Today feels just like that first day
the day that you said goodbye.
The day when you told me that I wasn’t the one
that you didn’t love me anymore.
Today I am broken, today I am bleeding
and today I am crying like a child.
The tears won’t stop falling like a flood of emotion
flowing steadily down my face.
I’ve tried to do what I’m supposed to do
to be healthy, to take care of me.
But nothing can stop this blistering ache
or fill the emptiness inside of me.
I’m trying to forget you, to let you go
you’re already so far gone.
I’m sure that I never even cross your mind
I didn’t when you were here.
It was easy for you to forget about me
as you lay down with her in your arms.
Yet it broke me in two and it shattered my world
and I don’t know how to fall out of love.
I hate that you can still do this to me
that my feelings are beyond my control.
I don’t even like you anymore
I can’t believe what you have done.
You can tell the story however you want
but you and I were both there.
How could you do this to me, I can’t take it,
why couldn’t you just tell me the truth?
Before you acted, before you built up,
in the perfect safety of our life.
The next life that you were going to live
then walked out and left me here.
Holding my heart in an open hand
when you handed it back to me.
Thanks for the memories, thanks for giving up
for showing me what I meant to you.