It’s all about me isn’t it
and the nothing that I’ve become.
Disappeared and faded away
in the shadow of who I’ve loved.
There is nothing left of me here
just memories of you.
Tears and loneliness and a broken heart
and a terror I can’t explain.
I’m lost, I’m broken, I’m beaten down
I’m in pieces on the floor.
I just want to fall in and fade away
I want nothing anymore.
I always loved with a pure heart
with all that I had to give.
I’ve loved at the expense of myself
and they always walk away.
What have I done again this time
to drive you away from me?
To send you running into someone else’s arms
to make you lie to me.
I don’t understand what happened
and why it always does.
Why I am so completely alone
with no trace left of what I’ve lost.