Things just keep moving don’t they
nothing affects change.
Nothing stops the spinning world
or the moving forward of time.
I can’t believe that this is still real
and that nine months have passed.
Now my life is starting again
but not without thoughts of you.
I believed for so long that you loved me
and had just made that mistake.
That you would return with apologies
and take me back into you.
The truth is I was never there from the start
not the way you were in me.
You don’t love the way I do
you are selfish and just running blind.
I’m accepting now the reality
of how wrong I truly was.
It’s sobering, really, what blind faith can do
and how it takes away all that you are.
I hope that one day you will see
the things that I saw in you.
Instead of the things that you won’t admit
and take responsibility for.
I’ll miss you in my new life
as I miss you now every day.
But I deserve better and will let this all go
I will not miss you anymore someday...