There is so much between there and here
so much between here and there.
What seems as if I’ve been feeling it forever
still feels as if it was just yesterday.
Every day there is something new that I feel
some memory that I need to put in place.
File this and put away that and leave it all behind
working through and trying to move on.
It seems like it all just keeps coming back
coming up and coming up again.
It seems like I can’t get past this place
where I continue to fall down, then start again.
There is only so far that I’ve been able to go
so far until I feel myself slipping back.
The same things keep me looking far behind
things that will never be there again.
I sometimes feel as if I can still see them
somewhere out of the corner of my eye.
But they are gone as gone as you are from me
maybe one day I won’t look for them anymore…