a
list of directions
intricate,
almost painstaking
steps
to take
cautions
to be wary of
something
akin
to
a road map
attention
to all detail
before
the adventure began
this
was to be
an
escapade into pleasure
into
loss of inhibition
into
letting go
but
deeper it went
digging
into cores
intensity
felt
beyond
all scope of thought
it
began slowly
with
a battle
a
challenge of will
fighting
inner beasts
words
spoken steady
in
solid unbroken lines
lining
the sides of the path
leading
the way
pushing
against anger
against
pressure against fear
against
the feeling
that
giving in is taking away
the
unwavering voice
continues
its ministrations
and
illumination breaks
and
causes a shift
softening
to your words
the
sound of you
actions
begin to mimic
what
is said
taken
slowly in to your rhythm
lost
in the drifting wave
caught
by the heat
that
has found the center of me
floating
as if safely tethered
no
fear of falling away
an
act of letting go
just
became real
pure
unblemished submission
surrendered
unto you
rewarded
with something
altogether
unknown
a
state of euphoria
never
before experienced
body
and soul taken
far
beyond limit’s restraint
lost
in pleasure’s playground
safe
beneath your hand
all
hesitation forever
left
behind
~for my muse~
thank you for the title...
