calculating, methodical
painstakingly etched out over time
drop by drop, filling each vial
with vile intent
the end result
to feed ravenously
as the prey
begin to pray
hunger, reaching into deeper
darker places
the stench of the kill
permeating every crevice
yet only one slow
lick at a time
making the mouth water
the flood of salivating glands
leaving the lips glistening
one tug, one tear
at raw flesh
a pull, gently at first
gradually showing intent
careful not to seem bent
on taking every last piece
every last drop
of the blood
as the fresh kill
slowly becomes rank
and rotted
remember now
that traps were set
laid with bait so enticing
the inveigled prey
so beguiled
with all manner
of temptation
threw caution
to the desperately blowing winds
that wailed their warnings
upon empty ears
the howling
deep into the night
that only echoed
bouncing off stone walls
into nothing
was there ever a moment
perhaps just as the jaws
of the steel trap
pierced naked skin
that remorse, regret
or a rueful repentance
passed through the fleeting thoughts
of either pursuer or prey
it is well documented
that no place is truly safe
no one without motive
none free of the entanglements
that sully the purity
of love
there is no benevolent
need
*I wasn't going to give an explanation of this poem but as I keep thinking about it, where better than here?
This idea has been simmering for weeks. It sparked after watching the Leaving Neverland documentaries. First, let me say, this is not about M Jackson, nor is it a comment on his alleged guilt or a place where I want to debate or discuss that. The way the story was told simply triggered some ideas that tell many stories, as poetry is known to do.
Many people suffer various forms of abuse at various hands and not all of those abuses are quick and violent attacks. Many of them take time and planning and, as in the documentary, are 'groomed'. This idea has gnawed at me and today spoke for itself.*
I could see the stalking grooming of abuse in whatever form it takes. This spoke sexual and religious abuse to me. I’ve experienced both.
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